Hello all ! I know my blog is dead and i'm here blogging but i really doubt there will be anyone who will read my blog :D anyway , school has officially started , actually for 4 weeks , time passes really fast ! really enjoyed my time with 3/2 and all hates before going to this class has totally been put away , though there are some stuffs and people that are ~~~ but i'm happy :) Chinese new year is coming and i am really really really excited ! not for the money and stuffs but the quality time that will be spend with family/cousins etc . yayy ! Have a awesome weekend ^^

and i feel like i'm falling in love again

rocket to the moon

Today was a good day i guess ? (: Went out with the usual , had burger king for lunch , than went to cc to stalk people , we acted like we weren't kpop fans and , it was super retarded . But it was super epic and fun :D Ivy brought the bbt posters ^_^ than went to popular , blah blah blah . Saw quite a number of people . Went home around 4+ ? Used the comp till now = no life :D Watched infinity girls with inifnite & mblaq , super epic and was laughing like mad . Okay , i dont know what to blog about . I'm so excited for class chalet , teehee ♥

If it's love , it's beast .

Holidays , holidays . It's only the i dont know how many day of the holidays and i am already super duper the very the bored . I cant wait for class chalet , mnet and etc . But before all this , i need to go through 3 days of work D: Going back to school on 10Nov to see which class we will be going into , not having high hopes that i can go in to POA class , but i will put my faith in it . There is always god there to help us ! Cant wait to collect my light sticks , balloons etc . OMG , i'm so excited for MNET :D

yoon doojoon , yang seungho , lim seulong , jang wooyoung see you in 32 days !

Memories .

Dearest 2/2 , this 2 years with the 39 of you has been one of the most exciting and fun journey of my life . I must admit , we weren't that great as a class , we had many conflicts while coming upon discussions . Each year for class cheer , many of us wont have high hopes of winning , but in the end the champion still always go to us . Sec 1 , everyone was pretty immature , always slacking during Mr Seet's class , finishing Mrs Teo's notes and going to sleep . Talking about porn in circles , playing true or dare even when class are going on . We were one of the class that most teacher adores , teachers always put in so much faith in us when we have competitions and we never ever let them down . Sec 2 , we were actually pretty quiet during the first few months of our secondary 2 , we were a bunch of kids who were always nagged about streaming , always nagged about cleaning the class . We may not be the class with the best grades , with the best attitude . But we are definitely the class with the best people . Thank you 2/2 , the 39 of you has truly made my life a more meaningfull one , you guys will always be part of me even if we go to a different class next year . I love you all !

Happy 1st anniversary boys , once a b2uty , forever a b2uty , i may not been a b2uty from the start , but i'm always glad to have known and love the 6 , fighting ! ♥ Thank you for enduring all 365 days hardships and pain just for us B2UTIES. You guys have become our inspiration, our happiness.

Yang Seung Ho , happy birthday !

Like i said , you weren't the best out of the 5 , you were imperfect and silly , but that's why i love you . Be healthy always ♥ See you soon !

I know I’ve said that you were the boy I’ve ever loved , But honestly , I now realize that he is a thousand times better than you . He doesn’t make me worry , He doesn’t ignore me when i need him most , He doesn’t try to fight with me , He doesn’t think i’m naive . I am just realizing that the boy i thought my first love was , was nothing but infatuation.

Sometimes it’s tough being a girl. If you hate a pretty girl, people will think you’re jealous. If you like an older guy, people will call you a slut. Whenever you get into an argument with your best friend, no one will care and say, “Oh, you’ll be friends tomorrow.” And when you fall for the right person, everyone else thinks he’s wrong for you.

I’m scared I won’t add up to your expectations . I’m not perfect , I’m not gorgeous , I don’t have the prettiest smile or the most banging body . I’m not going to be cute every second of the day & I’m not always going to look my greatest . I’m not always going to know the right thing to say & the right time to say it . I am very emotional & I do have pretty bad moodswings . I usually over react over dumb little things & cry over nothing . I’m afraid I won’t add up to your ex girlfriend , but I am willing to try my hardest . I get jealous but that only proves that I care enough not to lose you . I make assumptions & I will argue until I get my point across . I’m impatient , insecure & at times , selfish - but I’m trusting you with something that I know you can break . I’m going to trust you with everything I’ve got & put my heart out for everyone to see . I’m going to accept you for the person you are & love you for the person you help me to be . so if you choose to love me , then love me for me - for who I am, for what I hope to become , for the drama that you’re going to have to go through & for the flaws I come with .

Smile more, stop competing with others, be happy with yourself, be nice to people, stop putting others down to make yourself feel better, help out, spread happiness, thank people, show people you care about them, make a difference, be there for someone.

♥

Spend life with who makes you happy , not who you need to impress .

We are all guilty of saving old messages from someone who became really special in our lives and going to familiar places that gives us that small twinge in our hearts and smiles on our faces. It’s one of the most bittersweet feelings ever because every time that person crosses our minds, we remember the instances when we were happy and complete.

주먹을 꽉 쥐고 fighting !

“I need to live better
I need to fight this off
No matter how much I tell myself
It is so hard because thoughts of you roam in my mind”
- DooJoon

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-MIA-
Till EOY ends :)

MIA .

CR : tumblr

CNBLUE , 11♥

-2Days MC from school-

It was OSM , but i sure do have alot to catch up on .
Shall go and revise Geog and Maths on my own (:
Saw CNBLUE at the airport on thursday ( 19/08/10)

CNBLUE's flight was landed around 9.30 ? Reached the airport and waited for only about two hours , waited 5hours for BEAST ._. They took quite a long time to come out even tough the plane landed , you could see some Koreans from other country visiting Singapore as well , they came out around 10.15 ? This stupid girl , i gave her half the barricade space yet she still wanna push me >:l Forget about this girl , when they came out , it was in this sequence , Jungshin - Minhyuk - Jonghyun (!) - Yonghwa . Jungshin was seriously damn tall , like bamboo , tall and skinny . Minhyuk wore sunglasses and beanie , didn't see properly cause Jonghyun was right behind him . Jonghyun wore checkered shirt , at first he was wearing sunglasses but he took it off ♥ His face got pimple but who cares he is still human ! He was freaking hot i swear , he is damn white , JONGHYUN I LOVE YOU ♥ Yonghwa wore sunglasses and raincoat (?) not exactly raincoat , a long jacket , Yonghwa was really short , he should come out first , cause it's hard to see him behind Jungshin , :) Yonghwa was damn hot i swear , he and his sunglasses , damn i think i was spazzing over him more than Jonghyun , he was DAMN HOT . He waved at a fan that called out to his name . Overall , it was good (: I was staring at Jonghyun so didn't really notice the front two members , managed to look at Yonghwa because he was behind hyun (:

“You will never know how many times I’ve laid in my bed all night just thinking about how much you mean to me.”

Yong Junhyung said, “I didn’t even talk much to Yang Yoseob and Yoon Doojoon because my first image of them wasn’t that great.” Then he confessed, “A while back when my cousin passed away and it was getting hard for me, those two people worried about me the most. Because of this, I was really thankful and ended up opening my heart towards them later.”

Melong you can't see this -

The life a B2UTIE

HAI PEEPS .

I SAW MY HUSBAND AND MY WIFE ON FRIDAY .

Basically on Friday , okay i don't know what to write , shall just write some of the conversations that occurred .

MC : What Is your favourite korean food
DongWoon : Pepper crab ( he thought favourite singapore food )
DooJoon : KimChi ! KimChi

Mc : Whose the best in sports ?
Yoseob : me ! me !
Kikwang : *takes of his jacket*
Yoseob : *pushes him away*
Doojoon that raise up his hand .

-We sang a birthday song for sohyun and 4minute was amazed-

Yoseob : did you miss us ?
Fans : YESSSSSSS .
Junhyung : - did a thumbs up sign-

Dongwoon : we are coming back next month ( refering to album)
Fans : scream like mad cause though they coming back to singapore next month .
DooJoon : album album .

-4Minute did say they do not have plans yet but they would vbe glad to come back for a concert-

-HyunSeung WAS SERIOUSLY PRETTY ON THAT DAY-

JIYOON WAVED AT ME OH SHIT (FROM THE VAN)

Okay , i was spazzing over 4Minute the whole night , maybe because i havent seen them , i wasnt really amazed by doo , but well , i was happy .

They performed , Huh , Muzik , Hot Issue , What A Girl Wants , B2st Is the Best , Shock , Oasis , Special . ( DID I MISS OUT ANY ? )

There were a few encores for 4Minute .

& Doo's KORENG was freaking cute , hIS accent <3 style="text-align: center;">IN THE CUBE .

happy birthday to my girlfriend , 루나 :D
Ohyes , i'm les for this girl . weeee :D
PARK SUN YOUNG I SUPER DUPER LOVE YOU TO THE MAX .

what , seeing yonnie tomorrow , i'm not happy .

HAPPY 300 DAY BEAST ♥

비스트 , i love you :D
HAPPY 3OOASIS DAY (:
TO MY DEAREST BOYS WHO NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME SMILE .
YOONDOOJOON , YANG YOSEOB , SON DONGWOON , JANG HYUNSEUNG , YONG JUNHYUNG , LEE KIKWANG ♥


To my dearest Yoon Doo Joon Husband ♥ :

Even though i did not liked you since the start of the first day out of the 300 days , but you should know I'm never gonna stop loving you even if it's gonna be 30 years later , you are so damn perfect that I'm literally already memorized by you , you made me totally jealous when you kneel down to the girl , held her hand , but i don't care cause i know I'm already engaged to you m and that BB it;s your job /gets bricked/ you know what i think you are so awesome , you should always stay awesome , and that BB you know i will always love you ! you make me fly and smile again , see you on FRIDAY , with that retarded hair of yours ! I'm gonna shout , Yoon Doo Joon , 바보 i love you :D

From now my life is devoted to one thing : seeking God with all my heart & soul above all else .

SpongeBob SquarePants - The star of the show who lives in a pinapple under the sea.
Squidward Tentacles - SpongeBob's miserable neighbor who hates him.
Patrick Star - Is a starfish and SpongeBob's silly bud who lives in a rock.
Sandy Cheeks - SpongeBob's land-friend is a squirrel who knows karate. Hi-ya!
Plankton - The owner of Chum Bucket, a restaurant that's trying to put The Krusty Krab out of business.
Gary - SpongeBob's pet snail who thinks he's a cat

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I'm having so much fun on twitter these days , it's not no life okay >:[ , i love anna and sarah , they are awesome that sometimes i wish that we were really friends , ryn is damn awesome too , she shares pictures with me just like calli , rachel and kellyn , this two will forever be my spazzing mates that still talks to me when i have problems , i swear i wanna meet rachel and kellyn up one day :D more friends to come , (:


i miss supernoobs

Baby don’t worry you are my only you’ll never be lonely , You asked me why I keep on loving you when it’s clear that you don’t feel the same way for me . the problem is that as much as I can’t force you to love me , I can’t force myself to stop loving you .

:D

just smile like that .

national day today was epic , everyone was really high , i had a awesome time , congrats karen ! congrats 2/2 , the effort and time was well spent , and you thank you for making my day just by saying i was important , i didn't expected it , just by having the thought even though you were busy at today's event , thanks , the long weekend is finally here , my house was painted today , i like my living room's green , it was awesome .

I ever wonder

There's some people in this world who you can just love and love no matter what , YDJ - You .

This man up there is just so perfect , i dont care what people say about him , haters to the left . He doesn't appreciate you either .

Review of the whole week of school :
School was pretty okay , except for some parts . I kinda love my new seat , although the boys are so noisy , they keep me awake in class . Esp hafiz because he has always been that noisy . I dont know what to say anymore , my life has been more recently updated on twitter , so yah . Hmm , Grats SHINee for wining today , dubu looks good today , totally good (: Congrats .

Ps : Mir , I miss MBLEAST too .

Anyway friend : The one person in your life no matter what they say or do no matter what they’ve been through with you they love you anyway.

:D

I TYPED TO XANDER'S DAD ._.

@AnthonyEusebio , @alexander_0729

Hello Uncle A (:
Please help me send my greetings to xander in advance ! :D

Happy Birthday Xander♥ !
I really thank you for all the laughter and fun you brought into all the KISSME's life , i remembered clearly on how nice you were in person , I like how you tell KISSME's you read their tweets , how you bother to update what you are doing despite your busy schedule . and i really thank god for bringing such a lovely guy down to earth .

Xander , HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN and i wish you have a very awesome one with all the u-kiss members , god bless this angel , and stay happy , handsome and most importantly , healthy .

#awishforxander <3
http://twitpic.com/29ejks

On a side note : Uncle A , thanks for everything too ♥

-Jazryll (Singapore)

Happy 6 Months Anniversary Clique ♥

To my dearest funnest and silliest clique in the whole world , happy 6 months ! (: We have indeed went through a lot together , despite having things that we don't agree with each other . Making big decisions together is what brings us together until today . You guys have truly bring a big part of laughter and love into my life . We do the dumbest things together , we fight , we play , we love , we gossip , we bitch . That is what makes you guys the biggest part of my life .

Ivy :
To the mum of the group that always nags at people , the one who always shouts at wini , the one who worries about people , happy 6 months ♥

Karen :
To the one who loves dancing , to the one who gives the best words , to the one who always encourages , happy 6 months ♥

Joelle :
To the 'shy' one in the group , who gets hyper at random times , to the one who always whines like a baby , happy 6 months ♥

Wini :
To the one that always get bully by us , the most helpful one in the clique , the one who always get humiliated by us but doesn't mind , happy 6 months ♥

Ps : I dont usually do this , so i'm kinda YAH you know .

She's got a way about her , and i dont know what to do with it , but i cant live without her . Maybe it's not too late , to learn how to love and forget how to hate .

Sometimes our relationship seems so simple and easy . but lately it just seems like a mess . And there are days when I would like to dive into that mess .

Don’t go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first.

Taemin: Steak. I love it, I could survive on it alone.
Onew: I would never get sick of eating ramen.
Key: I can just eat for a day to survive a week.
Onew: Really? In high school, I ate ramen three meals a day for two months.

I wasted another day in school , today ♥ didn't come to school , boohoo . Okay , CME was awesome i can say , had headache , it was so bad that i feel like plucking out my head during science , i had to overcome that sleepiness during science but practically nothing was going inside my head . Recess was epic , we rushed like some retards to get food , than clique was hyper , so the whole clique laughed like shit ♥ Mdm kala's lesson was awesome too , we watched videos , chit chat , did corrections , was pretty slacky (: Maths was horrible , no offense , Seriously , nothing just wanna go inside my head , what can you do ms lau , practically nothing right ? Sorry , but i just had to say that , Mac for lunch , project is i think completed :D Happy ttm (:

DUBU BABY IS BACK , I MISS HIM LIKE SHIT ♥ dont try , cause he is mine (:

Yoon , i love you (:

This weekend has been a really fast one for me , despite it being a 'break' it didnt felt like one at all , i so do not want to go back to school . I feel so lost from the school world , i dont even know if there's homework , so many projects are still not up yet , failure seriously . Jazryll , buck up .

I live to like you and i cant like you anymore . So , when you get your heart splattered all over hell and you are really feeling low and dirty , don't run to me to help pull you back up because , maybe , for the first time in your life , i wont be there .

Happy Birthday Lee Taemin !

Taeminnie you cutie , happy birthday !
Grow up well , stay healthy !
Saranghaeeeee <3

If it was love, if you really loved me, don’t do this to me , her whisper is the Lucifer .

"WELCOME BACK BOYS"

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart .

'this two will always be the best '

School started off for a week or so already , well it has been okay , many changes has take place . But one of the one i hated most was , the change of maths teacher . Well , i didnt really liked Mr Tan , but i really needed him to teach me maths , now ms low is teaching and nothing can get inside my head . Mdm kala has been nagging at me for not going to CCA , so i went and she wasnt there , awesome aye ? School ? actually i dont feel it yet . Thank god i have my most awesome clique in the world .


Some cause happiness wherever they go ; others whenever they go .

생일축하합니다 / saengil chukha hamnida DOOJOOOON♥ .

축 생일!
그리고 당신의 소원은 전부 온다 이 아주 특별한 일에 진실한 일지모른다!
My dearest Bias in BEAST ,
I still vividly remember that "hello" you said to me okay (:
Seeing you was one of my biggest wish , thank you .
Saranghae Yoon Doo Joon .

Stay healthy / happy and lead the boys well .

B2sST / BEAST 화이팅 !

dooseob ♥

I approve this pair too :D

Nehh , this three (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOON LEADER ♥