Tuesday, March 30, 2010

96days .

Since the day you said goodbye, I’ve been counting the days when hopefully you’ll be back in my arms again, but something scares me, ‘cause I might be counting for the rest of my life.

Hello people (:
Today school has been an awesome day :D
History was still okay , i keep disturbing yung hon cause he fall asleep ,
than i purposely hit his table , than he don't know who hit one (:
damn fun :D
hmmm PE , me dont like the Jeremy can .
had napha test , ran with meera (:
we keep saying amen when we reach the cone ,
than start running :D
was pissed cause some people cheated , oh whatever , it's over (:
recess , hang out with usual clique .
D&T was super awesome .
Mr tan went home cause he injured himself .
Hope he will recover soon , i miss him D:
Keep making fun of Mr.chang .
damn funny , make alot of song , Mr chang man tou (:
than laugh at all the crap things (:
maths relief teacher take over ,
just do our own things than go assembly .
band played during assembly , they played well ,
but i felt like sleeping :p SORRY .
after school , brought drinks than went back to class .
did the survey thing than go mini mart (:
went cca around 20 minutes late .
cca was okay , watched juno (:
awesome show , pregnant at 16 .
maybe i also will uh , heh .
after cca , walked around with joelle .
waited for cio to end .
wini nearly fainted , take care much wini (:
sent akila & ivy home .
than went to buy bubble tea with meera .
i'm effing tired now D:

Ps : Happy birthday daddy .

Saturday, March 27, 2010


continue to talk to yourself on your blog , you said you dont mind being alone & whats with going with guys ? "pukes" :D

Just because my eyes don’t tear doesn’t mean my heart doesn’t cry. Just because I come out strong doesn’t mean there’s nothing wrong. Often, I choose to pretend I’m happy so I don’t have to explain myself to people who would never even understand. Smiling has always been easier than explaining why I’m sad.

Friday, March 26, 2010

I wish we were together again, the days were unforgettable.



Missing you secretly is a hard feeling . Hoping , wondering , and wishing that you feel the same way . But I can’t read your mind if you miss me too . Whatever it is , I still miss you . I have come to realize that he’s just a guy , a special one maybe , but he’s not mine. I don’t need to do things to make him love me again . If he wanted to , he would . Everyday I walk towards you hoping I’d somehow get to be with you for at least a moment . But it’s hard for me to catch up with you if you’re also trying to catch up with someone else .

Thursday, March 25, 2010

I said red not yellow (:

I don't care about all your nonsensical comments . We all have been very nice to you but yet you're saying that it was an act ? Even though we bitch about you , but you should know the reason why . Wow , whose Ms.W ? I only know Miss.Winifred Huang Yu Jie :D Please la , she is very nice to you . Just being a coward by blogging it , come on man talk to me lah . Aiyo , not like i will bite your butt off . It's not like we have to be the one talking to you , you can talk to us mah . When we talk , you should just join in the conversation . If you keep saying wini's a betrayer for the top and taemin thing , you are a BIGGGGERRR betrayer . If you want to be alone go ahead , (: Farewellll ! yi lu shun fong :D

We love our KFC :D
Ms.W , Ms.Jo and the other two .

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

The worst thing is loving someone when you know you shouldn’t anymore
tired of waiting , but i just dont feel like giving up .
i miss you , BADLY .


Hello people , it's been so long since i blogged about stuff (:
Today , Joelle & Wini never come to school D:
It was quite a bore , clique seems like so small today .
Oh well , history was fun once again due to Mdm.Hasanah's stories .
PE was okay , had to run for 15mins without stopping (:
I was sweating like shit already ,
Played volley ball awhile with meera , ain & afifah than go sit down readys .
Recess , buy water , went i turn i was shock because i saw the name tag ,
ANDI REDWAN , okay i can only see his name tag at my level -.-
He is like freaking tall , cant even see the face uh !
As usual he being so irritating don't let me go until i said excuse me , so ass (:
2/3 peeps were being so bad to the people who were selling the stuff for CIP ,
They took whatever they wanted without paying , so bad siah .
their turn i go steal uh ! (:
Maths was awesome again , i love Mr.Tan :D
Than D&T , Mr.Chang was freaking hilarious ,
Not hilarious as in he's funny but , he's face is funny :D
Went back class to take book , than go assembly ,
Mrs.Woo tell story (: , than talk talk :D
After school , karen went home than go mini mart with ivy .
Eat the crazy hottie :D than go back to school ,
ivy left first than joined meera they all do maths homework ,
4.05 like that went up to mac lab for CCA :D
CCA damn crappo , do what gang fight thing uh , damn funny (:
After CCA watch the speech day thing , again & again & again .
One sad thing is that my handsome guy never attend CCA today D:
& i caught barney looking like many times , stalker (:
Stupid boy , after the speech day thing end , wait for akeela & ivy at the canteen ,
Crappo with meera and Marcus , 'yes boss' :D
They ended quite early today (:
Sent Ivy & Akeela home , talk about 15minutes than walk home with Meeraa (:

Ps : Happy Birthday Eunice :D

Monday, March 22, 2010

I'm bored .

Onew (SHINee) Taemin (SHINee) Jonghyun (SHINee) Key (SHINee) Minho (SHINee)

Jaebeom (2PM) Nichkhun (2PM) Taecyeon(2PM) Wooyoung (2PM) Junsu (2PM) Junho (2PM) Chansung (2PM)

Hongki (FTI) Jonghun (FTI) Minhwan (FTI) Jaejin (FTI) Seunghyun (FTI)

Siwon (Super Junior) Donghae (Super Junior) Kyuhyun (Super Junior) Kibum (Super Junior)Kangin (Super Junior) Leeteuk (Super Junior) Eunhyuk (Super Junior) Ryeowook (Super Junior) Sungmin (Super Junior) Han Geng (Super Junior) Heechul (Super Junior) Shindong (Super Junior) Yesung (Super Junior) Zhou Mi (Super Junior) Henry Lau (Super Junior)

GDragon (BigBang) TOP (BigBang) Daesung (BigBang) Taeyang (BigBang) Seungri (BigBang)

Max Changmin (DBSK) Xiah Junsu (DBSK) Micky Yoochun (DBSK) U-Know Yunho (DBSK) Hero Jaejoong (DBSK)

Joon (MBLAQ) Seungho (MBLAQ) G.O (MBLAQ)
Mir (MBLAQ) CheonDoong/Thunder (MBLAQ)

HyunJoong (SS501) YoungSaeng (SS501) JungMin (SS501) KyuJong (SS501) HyungJoon (SS501)

Song Joong Ki Jang Geun Suk

Ha MinWoo (ZE:A) Hwang KwangHee (ZE:A) Jung HeeChul (ZE:A)
Moon JunYoung (ZE:A) Park HyungShik (ZE:A)Im SiWan (ZE:A) Kim TaeHun (ZE:A) Kim DongJun (ZE:A)


Shin SooHyun (U-KISS)
Alexander (U-KISS) Kim Kibum (U-KISS) Eli (U-KISS) Lee KiSeop (U-KISS) Kevin Woo (U-KISS) Shin DongHo (U-KISS)

Changmin (2AM)
Jinwoon (2AM) Seulong (2AM) Jokwon (2AM)

CL (2NE1)
Minji (2NE1) Bom (2NE1) Dara (2NE1)

Taeyeon (SNSD) Sooyoung (SNSD) Seohyun (SNSD) Tiffany (SNSD) Hyoyeon (SNSD) Jessica (SNSD) Sunny (SNSD) Yuri (SNSD) Yoona (SNSD)

Yonghwa (CN Blue) Jungshin (CN Blue) Jonghyun (CN Blue) Minhyuk (CN Blue)

Park Gyuri (KARA) Han Seungyeon (KARA) Nicole (KARA) Goo Hara (KARA) Kang Jiyoung (KARA)

Victoria (f(x)) Amber (f(x)) Luna (f(x)) Sulli (f(x)) Krystal (f(x))







I can’t help it. I can’t help caring. I’m forced. I’m too weak to restrain myself from you. I can’t help looking for you in a crowd. I can’t help thinking of you in the middle of night, day, or anytime at all. I can’t help wishing that you would love me. I can’t help waiting until the moment we talk again. I can’t help wanting to be more than just friends. I can’t help the way I love you, although I wish I could. Sometimes I just wonder why I love you the way I do but I don’t have a reason.

Friday, March 19, 2010

Whats love without you ?

“Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.”

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Hello guys , sorry for not updating my blog . Computer is repairing & i'm blogging at wini's , holidays are ending like so quickly & homework is like half done, bleh . But at least i'm enjoying the holidays with clique (: So many things happen during the holiday & i'm making the wrong person fall for me , like what the hell am i doing . & i'm sorry to you , dear friend . It's just , i dont know , but i'm sorry . I got tons of photos to upload but i cant , thats what pisses me of alot , sorry if i MIA for a few days again , because i have freaking no idea when is my computer going to move back to my home (:


I want to make a place by his side, always by his side, not as a friend , but as someone who loves him .
I’ll hold him in my arms and tell him I’ll protect him no matter what happens .

Friday, March 12, 2010

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back.

Hello people (: , today met clique in the moring and took wini's aunt car to ehub there (: Walk in , crap much , than waited for our turn to run (: than run run , grats andi redwan , second seh (: After finish , headed to ehub for just asia (: after just asia , cabbed to my house . I bath-ed , did the heart for the class than went back to school around 1.50 . Reached school , practice cheer again . Go hall , hear the other class cheer than 2/2's turn . Went up the stage , did well (: Got champion for cheering for sec twos (: once again , good job 2/2 ! Go back class take holiday homework & report book , bleh . Bus-ed to whitesands with wini , joe , ivy . At bus stupid andi redwan keep kicking me (: than went to super dog to eat , joined eunice & nicole . Homed with ivy & joe around 8 (: GRATS TWO TWO ONCE AGAIN :D


To _ _ _ _ _ _ : Ehhhh , people results not good also dont need say until like that mah , think i dont understand uh . I also never offend you in anyway .

Thursday, March 11, 2010

“I miss you” No one in the world could ever miss you more.

I want to be your favourite Hello & your last Goodbye .
if you could just write me a love letter .


Oh my dearest clique , whats going on now ? Are we just going to go on like that ? everyone has imperfect parts , lets just clear the facts & get it done . If you guys are afraid that she will get angry , that is a matter of fact , you know how she is . Well , many of you are being used by her , esp wini . but she doesnt know , so just tell her alrights , no point blogging about it , scolding here and there , just get the facts right with each other . I already have my own problems & i need the clique to stand by each other , so whats the point of fighting ? Reflect guys , tell each other whatever you need too , dont ruin tomorrow's day . I'm sorry , but i'm just being frank .

-

Saying goodbye makes you realize how much you care, how much you love, how much you will miss, and how much loss you had knowing that some things will never be the same again.

To Karen : Dont mind , but please learn some manners , like just saying thanks when you take stuffs (: people will get less offended that way (: I love youuuu :D

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Oh , love never knew what I was missing


I think about you nonstop and you’re all I talk about . When I talk to you I always have that goofy smile and I truly looks happy . With one hug, you make me melt and you always leave me with butterflies . But at the same time, when i'm upset it’s usually because of you , but I refuses to see any bad in you. And no matter how many people try and tell me different, I believes you’re perfect for me and worth every second of the wait. But I'm too scared to tell you any of this because I doesn’t want to screw anything up .

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Happy birthday , 최종훈

안녕, 사랑하는 김정일 만세! (: 생일 축하 해요,하지만 많은 사람들이 당신을 통보하지만, 난 정말 당신을 많이 사랑 해요! 난 포트의 새 앨범을 기대하고, 그리고 당신이 그것에 최선을 다하고있습니다 내기! 너무 밝은 빛을 계속해서, 당신은 최고의 oppa 수있습니다! 난 널 사랑해 많이 (:


Jogging > Mac > 230 > Home (:

Met clique at around 7 today , i woke up late :p Went for jogging than bused to white sands for breakfast , walk around white sands , help this old lady , than bused to 230 . Ham came , matthew came , talk talk , home at around 3 :D

the boys need you yet you are abandoning them ,i feel sorry for the rest of the boys.

Friday, March 5, 2010


Hello people , today is another freaking awesome day :D Maths was dumb once again , that teacher just want to rush through all the worksheets even without us understanding , i want Mr.Tan back D: I kept going to the toilet without asking the teacher's permission , just run out of class like nobody is inside :D English was epic also , Mdm Kala was very nice today & she did not catch my hair , also she let us do whatever we want . I want karen's seat D: Super good view of him . Science get back common test , bleh . Recess , went to buy drinks with Joelle but no coins so borrowed from matthew first :D Thanks thanks . History was super intresting , can listen to stories , i like :D . CCA was super fun again , having to just lie at the hall , slacking , talking & walking around the whole school . People all came to me and ask what i never go CCA which i did . LOL , it was super fun , We joked to Mdm Kala about him being the top in class last year & she was like schock , epic momments. After CCA , watch the uniform group do the marching thing , he was marching marching & i was sitting directly infront of him & he cant help but laugh ._. , it was super awkard can . But i loved that epic moment , i love school , alot (: BYE :D

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

i'm sorry but , you miss your chance already .
You will all be in my prayers.


At an autograph event a fan handed him her paper and waited patiently for Onew to sign it. However, Onew didn’t do anything but stare at the paper. The fan asked him what he was doing and to this he replied “I can’t remember my autograph..”
--
Singapore. The statue is a mermaid and lion. It called MEG RYAN”
—Onew in Hello Baby
♥ why so cute ?


Welcome back to 2/2's wondeful team sprited class .
I just love how we are now :D
Finally a class (:
I'm so glad everyone spoke up & hugged each other .
yeahhh , i'm so loving 2/2 now (:

Tuesday, March 2, 2010




Hello people , i'm really sorry for all the emotional post these days , and not even posting properly . Today , went for CCA , was awesome fun because was walking around with joelle for most of the time during CCA , Mdm Kala was being nice , and she is so damn hillarious . Keep running out of the hall with Joelle with tons of excuses to Mdm Kala , & walk like rounds around the school was epic :D I love Mdm Kala so much when she is not in class , a total different person , after CCA , fooled around with karen at the "pond" , epic mans . I love all the times spend with cliqueeee :D

I want a boy who will tell me when I’m being stupid. Who wont baby me with his words. A boy who will still give time to his friends. A boy who will tell me ‘No’. He will watch stupid movies with me, but makes me watch his favorites also. A boy who’s willing to drop everything to be with me, but knows when to let it be. A boy who will know he’s important to me, but wont mind when I change my plans to help someone out. I want a boy who’s enjoyable to look at, he doesn’t have to be gorgeous. I just want someone who I can pay attention to. A boy who will randomly bring me food, cause he knows I love to eat. A boy who can make jokes about me, a boy that I can laugh with. Someone who wont mind when I even embarrass myself. A boy who will buy me something, something I would actually want, none of that jewelry crap. Someone who doesn’t do everything I ask but when it comes to something important I can count on him to be there. Someone who I don’t feel threatened by. A boy who has other friends that are girls, but I can trust him with them. A boy who will know when to leave me alone when I have my stupid fits. A boy who I can just sit with. I don’t need the whole fairytale deal; I just want to feel comfortable.