BEAST's Showcase + Fansign

Beast Is The B2ST

Day 1 : Showcase

No photos as no cameras are allowed as it was a real tv recording so i didn't bothered bringing mine . BEAST performed most of their songs for the first hour before the recording really started .

The ENON5 will only have bad girl + shock and a interview :D Dongwoon gave his sunglasses , Doojoon gave a necklace , hyunseung gave his watch that he was wearing . Doojoon was damn handsome , and he is freaking tall . Dong woon was really HOT also . Seobie was damn cute with his 'thank you' here and there . Hyunseung was really pretty . kikwang showed of his abs , so many people screamed . Junhyung was real handsome in real life with that smirk on his face . BEAST's fan service was DAEBAK !

Cabbed home with ivy , 16 dollars fly away . But i had an awesome time hearing BEAST live :D

Day 2 : FanSign

Went to IMM with Ivy , ate . Met Shirlene & friends , hang around :D When we finally went into the garden plaza (?) We were way at the back . Sang birthday song for Doojoon & Dongwoon . Oldest and youngest , oh dear . Was really tensed as we waited for our turn to get the albums sign .

Finally , i took my 'doojoon' board up . DOOJOON is freaking handsome close up OKAY . FREAKING HANDSOME , his hair is like so soft , i sound like a pervert . He just keeps staring at his own photo at my board can , than he said 'hello' really softly . The eye contact is 'faint' I cant stop waving to him . Seobie seems really sad or something , he didn't really smile at me D: It's like a sad smile . BUT STILL , doojoon's smile = faint . I still cant get why he keeps looking at himself on the board , LOL . That 'hello' from him is unforgettable till now . Waved at kikwang too , his eyes is really pretty .

Cabbed back again , spent 21 bucks on cab . Reached central about 11 ? Ate with ivy & wini . Than home :D

@ the aiport seeing BEAST & Ukiss :D

My first mac spicy in like 14 years :D

Went to the airport to fetch Beast .
Waited for like 5hours ?
Freaking didnt expected to see u-kiss too !
was runing up and down , ukiss / beast .

Beast's flight - KE641

Saw Beast (except for kikwang) Saw Ukiss (except for soohyun & dongho )
But still , onew was still the best experience :D
Cried when i saw eli :/ But had no reaction when i saw doojoon :D


Showcase tomorrow ! :D

Yoon DooJoon , yes TOMORROW .

-Will update with more words , i promise- :D

2 more days :DDDDD

Yes baby , 5 more days .

Can you understand? Someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me a little? For all my despair, for all my ideals, for all that - I love life. But it is hard, and I have so much - so very much to learn.

the time that you were almost mine,

the memories I've left behind,
the pain, the lost, the old the new,
the times ,I thought I had you

Everytime I want to give up on him, there’s always something inside telling me to just give it time.

Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good . When in doubt, just take the next small step . Life is too short to waste time hating anyone . Pay off your credit cards every month . You don’t have to win every argument . Cry with someone , It’s more healing than crying alone . It’s OK to get angry with God , He can take it . Get rid of anything that isn’t useful , beautiful or joyful . Whatever doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger . No one is in charge of your happiness but you . Always choose life . Forgive everyone everything . What other people think of you is none of your business . Time heals almost everything . Give time time . However good or bad a situation is , it will change . Don’t take yourself so seriously . No one else does . Believe in miracles . God loves you because of who God is , not because of anything you did or didn’t do .

Mind Blowing .

I waited, and waited. And he waited too, though I didn’t know what he was waiting for. It felt like I was the only one reaching out. But he was always there. Watching me watching him. Never any closer to me, but never any farther away, either.

"I am patient with stupidity , but not too those who are proud of it "

Both of you are making it too obvious , come on admit it (:

"Happy Birthday" Son Dong Woon (:
See you in a few weeks ! :D

Hello people , structured programs ended like finally ! I'm like happy but yet i cant see him . Oh , whatever , I'm excited for comm care tomorrow ! Gonna go paint & clean people's house with EAST :D Yeahhh , happy TTM . Oh yes , I'm excited because i'm going to BEAST's showcase and fan sign . Now I'm gonna have two albums , ehh . I think i need to sell one , but not the autograph one :p Yeahhh , happy TTM . It's gonna be one of the best month in this year .

21 more days boys ♥
Yun DooJoon , you wait , you wait (:
Thank you : God , Ivy , Wini , Ivy's Sister .