when ever someone is talking behind your back or even infront of you , hold you temper and smile , because their good deeds already belong to you .

SERVICE WAS AWESOME :D

The way you make me feel is unlike anything I’ve ever experienced before. You make me feel like I’m dying and flying and living. That my heart just stopped beating but yet is pumping ninety miles per hour all in one moment. You make me feel invisible but vulnerable, but like nothing could ever bring me down. You make me feel like I’m free, and yet trapped by your every move. You leave me breathless, and yet are the only thing that keeps me breathing. You control my every thought, movement, heartbeat. You’ve got me, all of me, and that’s all i can give.

Stay strong boys , We will support you even if there's only 1 or 2 people left .
these are than true fans :)

SHINee’s Onew rocks out musical ticket sales ,

hwaiting onew dangshin ,

his tickets were like sold out in 2 minutes .

Happy one month clique 5 :D

SCHOOL > CAB > EHUB > SEOULGARDEN > 458 > HOME .

If you’re going to break my heart, then break it all. If you’re going to care, care for me completely. If you decide not to hold me, then just let me fall. If you’re going to stay, then stay forever. If you want to leave, then do it today. If you’re going to change, change for the better and if you’re going to talk, please mean what you say. It’s when I’m standing six feet away from you and not being able to find the words to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you, that I just want to scream to the whole room that I’m still in love with you. It’s when I’m sitting alone with the phone in my hand, dialing your number and just hanging up, that I would trade a thousand tomorrows for just one yesterday. It’s when I’m really sad about something and need someone to talk to, that I realize you’re the only one who knew me at all. It’s when I cry myself to sleep at night, and it hits me how much I would give to hold you at that very moment. It’s when I think about you, that I realize no one else in this world is meant for me.

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:D

But the struggles make you stronger,
And the changes make you wise,
And happiness has it’s own way of taking its sweet time.
Life isn’t always beautiful, but its a beautiful ride.

In his first musical, Onew will also be partaking in a kiss scene, surprising many people, but building even more anticipation.

당신의 , fighting ! 음악에 대한 여보, 행운을 빕니다, 작업을 계속 제발, 힘들겠지만 피곤하지 말아 자신 괜찮 아요? 그 여자가 당신이 너무 안 첫 키스는 키스를하거나가는 으면 정말 울고, 당신의 최선 oppa 마,하지만 나머지는 글쎄, jiang 장쩌민, 난 널 사랑 하겠어 oppa. 아파, 난 항상 당신을 지원하는 것입니다 물론, & 가을 나머지 말아주십시오.

So not the right time for me ,
I'm sorry boy , this time i'm the one who is asking you to wait .
Even when I open my eyes , only your figure is clear
Why love if losing hurts so much ?
Because sometimes it’s easier to say, “i hate you”, than “i miss you,
i wish we didn’t fight ,
i wish you would call me sometimes.”
Because sometimes, it’s easier to think,
screw life, screw work,
screw everything,
than admit that you’re overwhelmed and feel like you’re drowning.
Because sometimes, it’s easier to admit the simple things than say the hard things and realize how much you’ve been struggling,
and how much you feel as if life has gone out of your control.
We love to know that we are not alone . ♥

i hate thinking of you all day .

I miss the days when we use to quarrel . I was dumb in the past , but now it's even hard to get you back .& i just cant believe , we were once together . Because now , it seems like we don't know each other . It was you who put me to sleep when i'm tired , but now it's worst than having a nightmare . Forgive me for liking you too much, I’ll forgive you for not liking me enough. Forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, I’ll forgive you for not hearing it. Forgive me for finding you amazing, I’ll forgive you for never noticing. Forgive me for wanting to be with you more than anything, I’ll forgive you for avoiding me. Forgive me for being so pathetic and dramatic, I’ll forgive you for taking advantage of it. Forgive me for not being able to let go and I’ll forgive you for never holding on.

i miss you bummie D:

Whitesands>Service>Whitesands>KFC>Home

today was a epic day . expect for the part when i started missing you .

& joelle , i so got that leaf from the MRT >:[

"Loving you was my favorite mistake"

" The hardest part of this whole situation is that neither of us knows what’s going on. Neither of us knows what each other’s thinking and we’re both trying to make decisions based on information we don’t know. I’m scared to tell you my feelings just in case you don’t feel the same way."

& yes , this is so true .

Title : Awesome day in school .

Hello people , today was a awesome day ! School was fun , lessons were awesome too (: I'm starting to like maths like alot , but due to our lousy sec 1 teacher , i need to catch up on quite alot of things , thinking back , we had like a change of 4 teachers ? Okay , after school , went to design studio for extra lessons , although did not have to go , but still went (: I love Mr Tan :D lunched than common test , was freaking hard , pfft . CCA was awesome too , had a fun time there . After CCA , chat with some of the guys (if only you were there too) & they disturb me D: They say i got a bean face & ask me to chop it of and plant it . LOL , it was a really sick and funny conversation , awesome ! I want school more often now :D

Cheer up matthew , smile like how onew always smile (:

& it's totally not your fault , really .

in jesus name i pray , amen .

Hello people (:
Today , stayed back for IT class .
Pictures to be uploaded soon .
Central with clique ,
home @ 5 .

yoogeun is very cuteee , i want a baby like that :D

Happy birthday iveeeey ! :D

pictures at facebook , (:

"Yoogeun, do you know that appa loves you a lot?"

Onew 's (:

Happy Birthday ,
Hwang Chansung 황찬성
I'm sorry i'm like late by two days !
Hope you have fun with your beastly members (:

_{"Anxiety makes my heart beat.
Every morning, it asks me a question.
Would i be able to accomplish it well today?
And I tell myself.
I can do it. I can do it.
My heart beat feels faster.
Now, this is the start."
Wooyoung's}

thanks eachery , thanks joelle (:
you guys have been the best .

To : -ARW-
if you are really making me jealous , let me tell you this , i rather you keep making me jealous than u really fall for that girl , for now i will just think that , you are just testing me & hold back my tears . But , please dont make it overboard , at least let me know that you still do like me .

If it’s because I loved you enough to die, you may take my entire life with you"

Happy valentines's dearest /

School -> whitesands -> home .
I'm ready to celebrate Chinese new year :p

i hope he actually saw the thing and like it .


As the leader, how does Onew maintain the relationships between members?

Onew: If I love all of them, they will naturally listen to me. Keke, they are very obedient right?
Minho: I love my hyung ^^
Taemin: Keke, most of the time we will listen to him!

i love how much god loves me (:

i hate the quiet me ,
because it feels like something is missing , gosh , i'm getting emo .

When you say they bad mouth about 'her' so bad , blah . oh dear , what has gotten into your damn mind ? Oh damn you gossipers , dont get offended (: I dont gossip , but still i can blend in , oh gosh , i need someone to talk to , D:

Ps : i so dont feel part of the family , i need andi D:

I really can’t explain it. It’s a really scary feeling. Like I feel like I can’t love any other guy as much as I care for him.

And considering how I’ve never even met the guy this feeling scares me a lot.

Because I will never meet him.

And god, I get scared of myself when I’m like this.

I understand. Because that’s exactly how I feel too :( .

I want to know your more , you are a great big god .

out of all the times you actually said i love you ,
when do you mean it ?

Blah , school was okay , maths was "still" okay , but I'm stuck with quite alot of maths homework here T_T . & i hate what Mr Tan said ,dumb shit D: liked the 3 periods of D&T , cut the wood until want go mad , but it was fun :D Assembly was okay , expect for the part when , mo mo ren when up to the stage and acted cute & attract attention , although it was really cute but / PFFT . School ended at 2.45 / Mini mart . Skipped drama , run around the school like some small kids playing hide & seek . I love the part when cca ended , hi , hi , hi , hi hi hi , i love you , i love you too :p .

PS : I'm going to wake up early tomorrow , i'm so not going to miss this again .

No matter how much you push me away

I’ll hold onto you until the end
So that you won’t be able to go anywhere

School was still okay , stayed back in school but didn't go for CCA . Something super funny happen , and it was so embarrassing . People that were there knew , but I'm still glad that it happen , because it made realise something , that I'm making the correct choice . Although , something happen , but i don't really want to bother about it . (: Homed when np ended , than using com for now . :D I hearts my awesome clique .

-I’ve always relied on the fact that someday we’ll look back and laugh, thinking how stupid this fight was . But no , we aren’t going to laugh . We won’t want to remember because we’ve grown too far apart to ever be how we used to be .

Sometimes I want to see you, sometimes I miss you . Why is this happening ? I don't know why i keep on changing . Even if I didn't love , I knew that I once smiled . I dont know this type of feeling well . Why am I always awkward ? You, who were just like an idiot . Just like this , so often , Im becoming more and more like you . Im going to know you, love you . Even if I was so distant at the beginning I constantly open my heart towards you . Im going to know you , love you . Even if I was like a coward at the beginning . It seems like we can do anything if were together . Like or dislike or whatever . I don't even know how I feel towards you . Why is it like that , I dont know . Where is the me, who got up myself , even when i fell often? I don't know the new me . Why is it always so difficult ?

Ps : I feel sad for your boyfriend .

(onew at esplanade :D)

Why is he so cute , why is he so handsome :D
Onew is going back to korea like soon D:
But at least i saw you my dangshin .
I want to see you again , but i'm glad to at least be able to see you .
I cant believe that when i saw you , i actually cried :P
Okay , stop the crap , bye peeps !