Sometimes I want to see you, sometimes I miss you . Why is this happening ? I don't know why i keep on changing . Even if I didn't love , I knew that I once smiled . I dont know this type of feeling well . Why am I always awkward ? You, who were just like an idiot . Just like this , so often , Im becoming more and more like you . Im going to know you, love you . Even if I was so distant at the beginning I constantly open my heart towards you . Im going to know you , love you . Even if I was like a coward at the beginning . It seems like we can do anything if were together . Like or dislike or whatever . I don't even know how I feel towards you . Why is it like that , I dont know . Where is the me, who got up myself , even when i fell often? I don't know the new me . Why is it always so difficult ?

Ps : I feel sad for your boyfriend .