Happy Birthday WooDong & Wini :D

I hurt you , than i say i'm sorry . Please dont think this was easy , or should i just say i miss you ? & boy you dont know how much this hurts , i hate it when i look at the clock and just see the number 19 , but sometimes i just get so upset if i miss that number 19 by just a few minutes , i want to let you know that , although you cant see it , but my love for you is still there . Some people say that you don’t know what you have until you lose it, but it’s not like that for me , You always know what you have, you just never thought you would lose it. I really miss those days , sometimes i just start to think of the moments when i'm alone , about how i wish you were here with me instead . But i know that if it's meant to be , it will be , i will be waiting .

andi redwan , i miss you D:

The Leader who commits the most mistakes during practices ; the Leader who feels responsible for the group and solves problem , the Leader who will just zone out from time to time , the Leader who still stays strong despite sporting swollen , red eyes under the glaring lights , the Leader who cries in the car secretly after getting injured .

I'm in love with you (:

If we ever meet again .

It's been so long since i posted my hubby's picture on my blog :D So here he is , i'm going to say he looks really good here ! thanks to whoever who took this photo (: hmmm , hows school today ? Well , pretty much okay ? I only liked the after school part , i can see him :D Wini talked to Mr Ang , & I'm so jealous , i purposely walked beside Mr Ang during recess :DD Clique brought like 60 + seaweeds to eat today , epic much . Okay , CCA ended at like 4 today ? I did not eat the pizzas , fattening D: Slacked with Wini , Meera , Karen , Ivy , Akeela , Asyura :D they are awesome people , Asyura is in love with my sexy yellow iPhone ! haha , okay . Waited for him to hop on to the bus than sent Meera to the traffic light and walked home (: When he was in the bus , he waved at me & Meeera , so cuteeeee . I love him so damn much :p

Should I tell you , I miss you ?

If there were 2 guys , one who loved you more than you loved him and one who you loved more than he loves you . Who would you choose ?

Happy Birthday Andi Redwan .

Happy birthday to me ! (:

Hello people !
Firstly , I would like to thank clique for the awesome present and super onew-ful card that you guys made & the SHINee RDD album , awesomeee ! & also the chicken rice feast & the one day where I can do anything I want ! (: I still want flour on me yo !
Secondly ,
I want to thank Matthew and junhong for the awesome birthday gift , thanks guys ! & also I wanna thank him for that heart shape card that was written by him (: ( credits to clique though ) :D & also minyi who popped out outside my house and gave me a cake (: & of course my awesome family (:
Thirdly ,
I want to thank my awesome class 2/2 ! For singing me the birthday songs three times & the guys who wished me together in class in the morning , and also those wonderful wishes that were written on the class whiteboard (:
Lastly ,
I want to thank the people the smsed me , Ivy , Joelle , Jun Hong , Matthew , Min Yi , Florence , Melissa , Dad , JieJie Akeela , Meera , Aleena , Qus , Karen , Wini ( sorry if I missed you name out ! ) c:
People who came personally to wish me , Alicia , Christie , Asyura , Sarah , Alisya , Ham , Haizal , Khairul , Dhiya , Hafiz , Wesely , Eunice , Nicole , Farah ( sorry if I miss your name out ! )
& also to those people that wished me on facebook/twitter ! You guys are equally appreciated , thank you very very much (:
Pictures to be uploaded soon ! :D

it's just tomorrow .

Nathan Hartono ♥

Like OMG , hot or what ? C: I should have realise him earlier , than like he come to the school & i can go gaga over him , like he is freaking cute can ! :D Bleh , i got nothing to blog about , pretty lazy to talk about the day (: Oh well, i still love you onew c:

I'm in love c:

Can't sleep , can't sleep .
Bleh , nothing to blog about .
Well , 2 more days to 14 .
Wonder if it's gonna be a awesome birthday this year .
Good nights , c:

Happy Birthday Aleena & Shukree :D

3 more days to 14 .

I made new friends (:

Hello people , I don't know why I always star blogging when I'm walking home after sending ivy home . Well , I guess it's because it's a home alone route . Okay , for school today , enjoyed mother tounge the most as it was super slacky . Well , for science , I guess it was fun too . Well school is kinda slackish these days .After school , walked home from school than ordered macdonalds with Joelle and ivy . Found the outsiders movie and I'm going to start watching it once I reach home (: Audi-Ed & found hack : D shhh (: around 5 , walked back to school and was super hyper and crap with ivy , Joelle , Dhiya , khairul & Shukree . They were like 'Jazryll ! Come come !' & so I went & they said 'steam!' lol, crap siah (: went into school and walked one round and than walk out again , went back to the bus stop , sit there for awhile , than walked home . People said bye to me and jun hong went 'wa , jazryll so popular !' -.- stupid khairul pushed me and totally made fun of jun hong's bag which said 'no bomb inside' . He than left and say 'bye stupid !' send ivy home , than went home (: awesome day : D

Ps : happy advanced 1st monthsary to Khairin & Wini . & happy advanced birthday to Aleena ! (:

i want you back .

In my life , I never tried to impress someone for them to like me because when I do , I will have to keep that image for the rest of my life and it’s hard to pretend to be somebody else . I may not be that close to perfection like other people do but who cares ? It’s not them whom I live for anyway . What matters is that I know myself and I know how I look like inside out and I’m worth it . This is me as what they say , “If you can’t handle me at my worst, then you don’t deserve me at my best .”

Ps : if you dont like me , than eff off , dont bitch like bitches (:

Screw you .

( oh , so hot siah she ) :D

Hello people , I'm blogging from my phone today (: school was alright & I'm starting to enjoy science for now , I did not feel like sleeping in class , but yet it felt like nothing went into my head . There were some major changes in the oral thing , and how lucky was I to get mdm Kala as my examminer . I was really nervous at first but thanks to people who made me cooled down . Said my good luck to him and ham and some of the girls around , screw some parts of the oral , but luckily mdm Kala gave me some time to think . Overall it was okay , but still I can't get over it . Waited outside for people to end , did maths in the canteen while waiting for him to go home (: than left school , and went to the mini mart .

Ps : SEULONG : D

Everybody lies , it sucks .

We will find a way back to the start ,
everything seems like it's changing .

It was never the same since you left .

You were the best part of my 2009 , so i'm keeping the faith .

I can say , “I’m over him” a million times and more . I can stand to laugh as if there’s no tomorrow . I can perfectly curse his name . But once he’s around , I don’t know and I can’t explain why my heart beats so fast that I could hardly gasp , making me want to fall into his arms again . After everything he put me through , he still owns the biggest part of me and the sad part is that I can do nothing about it .

Happy Birthday JiJong ! (:

Stop bullying your one and only hyung in SHINee >:[

Excited for speech day :D

like a fool .

Hello people , just a short post will do (: I'm really lazy to blog and stuff , school has been really busy & I'm still wondering if i should go for CCA tomorrow . Joelle is not going as she has the prize winner thing , Farah too . Avril is going to skip CCA . So whose going to be accompany me ? D: Well , shall see again than . "just a sorry will do" (:

I missed 11:11 by just a minute last night . I guess that’s fate’s way of telling me you’re not worth wishing for anymore . somehow , we have also drifted away from each other , the smiles were not on our faces anymore , we don't seem to have any eye contact anymore , but i want you to know that i still do like you . would there even be a birthday wish ?

:D

Hello (:

I'm pretty lazy to blog about school ,

so I'll skip to after school :D

after school ,

went to MacDonald with , meera and Marcus .

like one damn extra over there :D

buy food eat , that crap with them ,

aleena than joined us (:

Marcus left first ,

than we three started laughing like crazy .

like only we three people damn noisy there .

After eating all that , bus back to school (:

watch the speech day thing again ,

talk talk with people .

while waiting for ivy , distub eachery & junhong .

send ivy and akila home , went home take money ,

than wini pei me go central eat my dinner (:

thank god for you , had a long talk with her ,

reach home around 8.45 :D