It was never the same since you left .

You were the best part of my 2009 , so i'm keeping the faith .

I can say , “I’m over him” a million times and more . I can stand to laugh as if there’s no tomorrow . I can perfectly curse his name . But once he’s around , I don’t know and I can’t explain why my heart beats so fast that I could hardly gasp , making me want to fall into his arms again . After everything he put me through , he still owns the biggest part of me and the sad part is that I can do nothing about it .